Don't mind the picture above.I am soo in love with this picture.For now lah. *wink*Salamz Bloggie!
Lately people were asking "whr are u goin' after this?" , "Continue Studies tak lepas ni?" and the list go on..
So far, aku dah survey2 lah Universiti.. (padahal survey satu je). Mudah-mudahan kalau ade rezki lebih, aku nak sambung ka Universiti Malaya. InsyaAllah. But for now, aku ngah struggle skit ar dengan subjects aku and thesis which is so long overdue.
I'm am so slacking sak lately. Out of five subjects, i managed to fail in three papers. Main-main lagi si 'Aisyah ni.
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Aku kan.. tengah terase hati sebenarnya.. Ntahlah.. I know its that particlar person's choice lah. but then i thought we always share everything sey. And when they talked about it now and then, i'll just keep myself mum sey.. As if i'm not hearing anything. Imagine k, that particular person didnt know that i know. And furthermore, that particular person is yet to tell me about it. So i just pretend that i dunno lah. And that particular person lah yang selalu suarakan "bukan ke kita share.. crite aku dia nak tau, abeh takkan crite dia, dia tak share?" And aku rase kalau dia tak bagitau pon takperlah. Dah tak heran dah. Dah kechut kechik da hati ni. And i just don't give a damn anymore. Don't blame me if i change my attitudes toward that particular person keep a distant towards that particular person. Which i think, i already did.
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Recently.. (ok, make that a few hours ago) i found something that is so irritating. A text message. And i copied it down. As a proof. But only one lah. (Tak larat beb nak copied sume. So, amek yang latest je). I dunno what is going on in that CusBastard head. What is he thinking sey? Does he thinks that a heart is a tool to play with? Does he thinks that love is something that can be gained easly? Does he thinks that TRUST is like a picture that can be glued together back after it was torn? Stupid CusBastard. i dunno whether or not i shud tell my dear friend about what i discovered just now. Aku betol2 tak sampai hati ok. AKu geram tol dengan CusBastard to. berapa ramai pompan yang dia nak? berapa banyak hati yang dia nak miliki dalam satu mase yang sama? Kenapa dia tega buat pompan2 tu macam ni? Main2kan dorang dalam satu mase yang sama. Menabur janji dan harapan pada mereka. Memberi kasih dan sayang *kononnye* serta mengambil berat terhadap mereka? ALL WHICH WERE DONE AT THE SAME TIME TO SEVERAL DIFFERENT GIRLS. EEEE. AKU GERAM GERAM GERAM.
SO WHAT SHUD I DO?
Keep mum about it?
Tapi nnt, yang tertipu tu kawan aku sendiri sak. kawan baik aku sendiri.
Kalau aku bgtau, yang terluka pon kawan aku sendiri.
That CusBasTard will not be affected at all sak.
F U * K
H I M.
Fas. I need You.
p/s: Thanks For spending time with me just now =)
