The Moment When I Say
After First Intake
Terhasil Pada
Thursday, May 22, 2008 @ 1:02 PM
Its better to leave than to stay without happiness.
to fas : sorry sayang.. :)
to husi : hehehehe aku taklah pandai mane hee..
salamz :)
The Bachelors and The Bacheloretts XD
The Three A's : 'Aisyah. Adib. 'Aisyah.
The Hunks *golek*
orientation for the first intake is over.
yipppee!!
overall, we done it quite well walaupun berlakunya ketidak sempurnaan di beberapa perkara. manusia tu kan tidak diciptakan sempurna :)
joining this programme make me realize taht being an MT doesnt mean that you just have to sit around and goyang kaki. one need to be a multi-purpose (ade ke word ni?) and one really need to do alot of multitasking :)
the bureaus are all okay.. boleh lah.. hafifi is damn charming *golek* and harith is soo swyyyt *double the golek*. and not forgetting the-sesak-nafas-nye-siswi kerana terkejot. oh my GOD. hafifi mintak aku papah the girl to the bilek rawatan. and sepanjang aku papah tu, i kept on praying that she wont die. sesak nafas giler budak tu.. macam orang yang tengah nazak. risau sangat. aku tahu yang bila2 mase pon kita pasti akan menemui ajal. but for her case, aku berdoa sey janganlah ALLAH tarik nyawa dia.. we tried our best utk me-relax-kan dia.. but to no avail.. then came faisal, asking wether the room has bee "pagar-ed" or not. (macamlah aku tahu. tanyerlah kebajikan.) then came harith *my swyyyt hero*. dia mintak air and dia "bace2" air tu then he asked one of the girls utk sapukan pada muke budak tu.. and sesak nafas dia pon subsidized.. then ntahlah harith bace ayat ape then dia macam "tarik" sesuatu dari budak tu.. waALLAHu'alam. aku tak berani nak tanye until today. hamdalah that girl is okay now.. budak tu terperanjat time kene regging dengan biro disiplin. kene tengking, then bila dia nanges, fadhil gi tengking lagi. tu yang tros sesak nafas dan kejang seluruh anggota badan dia..
i'm going off to kL tomorrow. atok mewajibkan aku untuk attend a family wedding - kak lina's. saturday is the solemnisation (btol ke spelling??) ceremony - ooooohh~ kene datang giler awal.. atok nak kene berbalas pantun nanti - then on sunday kene attend kak yuyun's graduation ceremony at UiTM then gi majlis sanding kak lina pulak. i'm gonna miss three important meetings. and zul and syais have to cover up for me. sorry guys.
semester five nye time table tak keluar lagi.. alot of system error and therefore faculty kene buat balek.. tsk.. tsk.. isnin ini mula kuliah (kalau jadual dah siap lah~) dan isnin ini juga adalah hari pengambilan kedua pelajar baru.. then friday-sunday ade jejak kampus.. busy busy.. *tiarap atas tilam*
know what????! USTAZ ADNAN akan ajar HIFZ QURAN!!! MAKKKKKAU~~~!!! *terjun bangunan* syadid sey.. konfem ar aku takde main2 nye quran.. hari-hari konfem mengulang sey.. insyaALLAH..
Ya ALLAH.. kuatkanlah hati ini dalam menempuhi dugaan-dugaanMU. tetapkanlah imanku, tingkatkanlah kesabaranku dan ketaqwaanku terhadapMU wahai Yang Maha Pengasih Lagi Maha Pengampun.
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aku rase guilty yang amat dan yang sangat. aku gi print tadi kat bilek mpm, using syais' nye thumbdrive as usual.. then tanpa aku sedari, one of her extremely precious folder kene "makan" oleh virus yang terdapat dalam pc mpm tu.. salah aku ke blog??? aku memang betul2 tak tahu yang folder tu hilang.. walhal tadi mase aku print out, that folder is still there. kau~ camner sey.. she kept on whining that the folder was deleted. she is so damn angry now. if only i can turn back time and undo things.. if only sey.. -______________-" soooooooooooo sorrrrryyyy.. aku tak tahu nak buat ape!!!!
moved to a new hostel. hamdalah. so far everything is okay. just that the distance between the new hostel and campus is a little bit more jauh. takperlah.. excercise skit hehe
i dunno where to start.
its seems that theres a communication breakdown between me and, lets name the person as Y. since the first day of induction, its like, we've been avoiding each other. and during the orientation week, Y acted like Y is a big flirt. makkau. & & Y even did something that i never thought Y will do it. although it was just for the sake of the camera but Y shud at least, kalau taknak pikir perasaan aku, sekurang2nye think about other peoples' feelings and views sey.. aku tau lah aku takder kat situ sey at that moment. and thank God i was in the treatment room instead of the stage. Y claimed that he acted that way sebab aku. sebab aku komen tag aritu, tu yang buat dia down giler kat aku. blergh. fine. aku dah mintak maaf sey depan mt, msg lagi, then aku even mintak maaf kat dia personally the next day. but i didnt get any reaction sey from dia. dia nak aku cakap ape lagi sey.. you need TLC and support from a woman ryte? but maybe you didnt get that from me. its okay. do watever you wanna do. flirt as much as u want. if you feel that she or theres someone better for you out there, go ahead. its your right, and i dont have anything more to say.
she keeps on coming. dan aku? aku hanya menyepikan diri. setelah kepercayaanku kau khianati, mengapa mesti kau hadir lagi? ntahlah.. once aku dah tawar hati, once aku hilang kepercayaan aku terhadap seseorang, maka segalanya bakal berakhir.
sometimes when it seems that my mind is made up, "the thing" will keep on coming back. am i that fickle minded? -_________-"
Ya ALLAH, bantulah hambaMU ini. kurniakanlah kepadaku petunjukMU dan hidayahMU.. Ya Rabbi, please forgive me for my whinings..luv,
'aisyah. Labels: my own thoughts.
