The Moment When I Say
unanswerable
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Friday, March 7, 2008 @ 7:04 PM
salam 'alaik.
as i'm typing this entry, i am in singapore. just arrived yesterday night. but i'm going back to college tomorrow.
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thought that grandma will be sitting on her spot, watching tv with sis and mom while waiting for me to reach home. suprisingly, she wasn't there. she wasnt even at home. it turned out that she's in the hospital. haiz. turned out that selama nyai kat sne, they didnt gave her the medicines and also then practised the therapy on her. sheesh. just what do they want?? aku kesal sangat dengan sikap dorang. padahal tu kan emak kandung dorang sendiri. tapi.. dorang cuai dalam menjaga dia. dua kali dia jatuh. dua kali. aku tak tahu macam mane dia bleh jatuh, sampy tulang peha dia retak. dah elok-elok dia duduk kat rumah aku, dorang amek. kata nak jaga. ntah macam mane, masa dalam jagaan dorang, she fell again. and this time it affects pinggang dia. and bila nyai discharge from hospital, dorang amek dia. and tak lama pindah johore. then tetibe on 27th february dia hantar nyai to my house. and she complained that pinggang dia sakit, n dad sent her to the hospital around midnight. turned out to be kesakitan tu adalah kesan dari dia jatuh aritu. orang tua2, tulang manelah kuat. dahlah nenek aku tu kurus yang amat. aku sempat visit nyai ar tadi. kesiaaan aku tengok dia. tak sangka sampy bleh jadi macam tu. but aku bersyukur yang nyai maseh boleh lagi makan macam biasa, makan sireh sume.. kalau nak dibandingkan dengan orang2 yang same ward dengan nenek aku tu, ade yang makan guna tiub, buang air pon bukan as per normal.
tu lah, kalau kita rase kite ni banyak masalah dan sebagainya, dan tengoklah orang di sekeliling kita, sebab kadangkala dugaan mereka lebih hebat dari kita.
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the other day, i helped him with his work. talked to him about alot of things sey. adoi.. si aisyah ni, kalau bukak mulut, ade aje citer dia. haiz. he gave chocolates for helping him. choki-choki and cadbury. terkezutz hamba. tapi aku share choki-choki tu dengan MT2 hehe alah.. ade rezeki lebih, tak salah kan kalau nak kongsi? hehehe
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and she asked : "is someone wanna go steady with you, will you say yes or no?"
-maybe..
"tak takot ke kalau kene busted lagi?"
pada aku kan, kalau kene busted lagi, tu dah bahgian aku. maybe aku akan di-busted untuk beberapa kali hingga lah i find my true love *yaarryte. golek2* but the fear is still there. perit or kene busted. tengah kawan pon boleh kene busted. maypekkan orang2 ni.
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oi fiza! ade ke patut ko kate qawaidh fiqhiyyah tu macam CHEMISTRY???! dah lar chemistry aku flop giller sampy aku drop combine-science aku.. kasilah semangat kat aku.. =(
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just one more paper to go. just one more. so work your butt up!
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