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Saturday, March 1, 2008 @ 2:02 AM
Salamz.
first of all, i would like to wish a happy birthday to them Rasyidi (29th Feb) , Muaz and Rufi'ah (1st March). may the three of you wil live longer and healthier. amen.
just finished my lugha paper. i didnt expect that the 'irab will be damn tricky and confusing.. believe or not, i kept on dozing off right after istima' nye section for like twenty minutes.. duh~! terok ryte?? over all, it was an OK paper. hamdalah i managed to answer that paper the best that i could. i was hoping for an A, tapi tgk pada apa yang telah aku jawab tadi, aku tak berani nak target tinggi ar for this paper. rasenye dapat a big fat B je kot.. takperlah.. aku dah berusaha and now, tawakkal 'ala Allah.
theres like three more papers to go. heard that she managed to get her hands on examination questions. but, mYbe she is just too busy to pass it around (hah! yarrryte)
mYbe i'll be going back to Singapore next week on the 6th. aku akan amek short semester, jadi rasenye aku tak sempat nak balek n amek kitab fiqh manhaji. aku dah inform fahnan. tapi kalau on that week ade meeting, aku kene reschedule back tarikh aku nak balek singapore. for this short semester, i'l be taking two subjects. one of it is a major subject. i'll be taking qawaidh al fiqhiyyah and fiqh al jinayah insyaAllah. aku dah ade basic for fiqh jinayah but not for fiqh qawaidh. this will be the first time aku blaja qawaidh fiqh ni.. as aku cuma ade like around less than two months to cover everything up, i really have to work my butt off.. rasenye, with everything that is going on, i can shed off two to three kilos of fats! hahaha like real sey aku ni.. k k as i'm typing this entry, there is an annoying lil' mosquito that is feasting on my leg i guess.. tetibe gatal pulak kaki aku ni.. cheh..
kau~ i dunno why, tapi kadang2 kan, aku rase sedih secara tetiba.. i feel sad without knowing what makes me feel dat way.. maybe aku jauh dariNYA.. lalai akan setiap nikmat yang dikurniakan kepada aku.. jiwa aku yang kosong ni kurang diisi dengan zikrullah. mungkin jiwa aku yang sedih sebab aku tak jage dia dengan baek.. yarabbi.. betapa aku leka dengan urusan dunia hingga terlupa akan urusan yang lebih aula.
ade perjumpaan perdana tadi. it was ok. fun and also memorable :) hakim asked every bureau to come out with their own trademark. yang paling best aku rase is biro sukan ar.. yang kelakar is biro makanan yang mana trademark dorang ialah: "Makan, Kenyang, Selamaat~" apape je lah dengan si amal tu.. and then, tengah2 perjumpaan tu, qila texted us that tajuk thesis dah keluar! OMG! terkezuts hamba.
tajuk thesis aku: "Perbandingan antara aliran Wahabi dan Mazhab Syafie dalam pelaksanaan Solat."
Diselia oleh: Ustaz Shuhadak.
its time for me to do some digging.
i dunno why, but i have a feeling that this research of mine will be an intersting one.
InsyaAllah =)
bila balek bilik tadi kan, TJ asked us how was the meeting. i dunno why, but no mater how tiring the meeting is, no matter a lot of problems arised during the meeting, i admit that i had a good time during each and every meeting that was held. maybe sebab kehadiran mok and akim kot. ade je gelagat dorg yang buat kita (aku n syais) nye kebosanan hilang. as i told u before, u have to be there with us, and u'll noe wat i'm saying =)
CINTA... aku dah pernah lalui suka duka percintaan ni. aku pernah melukakan dan dilukakan. CINTA.. ianya sesuatu yang abstrak.. pada aku cinta tu adalah satu perasaan yang indah. yang telah dianugerahkan oleh Allah s.w.t kepada setiap hambaNya.
ntahlah.. aku serik dengan ape yang pernah dilalui. ianya terlalu pahit untuk aku. dan aku betul2 berharap aku takkan laluinya lagi. playing with people's feeling is a serious matter. u shouldnt say "hey i like you" or "hey how about applying a unit in my estate together" when u dont actually mean it, and the feel for that person is fading away, and worst, you are faling in love with someone else right at that period of time. it is painful u noe. but it teaches one the meaning of "heartbroken".
today (saturday) is the first time aku takder meeting! macam best kan takde meeting.. tapi.. aku tak rase keseronokkan tu.
if only u noe wat i meant.
tadi kan, kite rase terasa tersisih.
and cara dia macam dia tak hargai kita
ntahlah. aku dah perasaan bende ni dari last year.
tapi ianya semakin nyata sejak akhir2 ni..
i dunno.
...
i miss my friends in Singapore.
i miss my old classmates.
i miss everything back in my schooling years.
i miss every single one of them.
kadang2 rasa terkilan gak sebab aku selalu tak dapat join reunion yang diadakan.kalau aku ade kelapangan pada tarikh2 yang bakal ditetapkan in future, insyaAllah aku akan hadirkan diri aku :)
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