The Moment When I Say
Terhasil Pada Friday, December 14, 2007 @ 1:31 PM

salamz blog.
long tyme didnt update huh..
for the record,water is sumtyms unavailable for usage but it is not as bad as the other week la.. still bearable =)


i realize, when one stays away from home, everything will be tested - especially friendship & patience.. as a human being, i admit that i do make mistakes, ekot kata hati & sumtyms terbawak2 dengan perasaan. all these caused me to turn into a different person. who isnt me at all. and when that happened, friendship will be tested. i went thru that. and believe me, it aint easy. luckily i was blessed with someone. seseorang yang terlalau banyak bersabar dengan aku. yang terlalu banyak rase kesian & simpati pada insan lain (i cant resist typing dat fact hehe). someone who is always there for me. yup. she's the one. Syais her name. we are roomates. we are classmates. we are together most of the tyme. dimana ade dia, di situ ada aku. kalau sorg takde, people will ask the other's whereabouts. we share alot of things. we laugh together, study together. we did almost everything together. until dat fateful thing happened and i changed. from someone who is talkative, full of laughter and energetic to someone who is totally opposite. dia banyak bersabar dengan aku. banyak sangat. sepaptutnye aku hargai dia. tapi aku makin mencabar kesabaran dia. yup. i did a mistake - sneaking out of the room without even telling her where i'm going. although dia britau aku untuk tidak memberitahunya yang kita keluar, but at least, i should inform her ryte? and this make her felt that she has no use or importance to both of us. know how i feel?? i feel sooo damn bad.. dah la macam tu.. then i approached her at the wrong time (and in the place, i guess).. sigh..

sya.. aku tak berniat pon nak lukakan hati kau. aku mintak maaf banyak-banyak. i promise that my normal self will be back.

i guess, everything is slowly improving. i think she gave me another chance and its up to me to make use of it wisely.







To Sir, With Love =)

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