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Thursday, October 25, 2007 @ 3:43 PM
and so, i'm back =) miss me blog?? hehe opppps! salamz and eid mubarak! ray kat kampung best walaupun memenatkan. i got to celebrate it with faizul!! haha miss him lots sak. but my eid was almost incomplete. kri was not there. he came over but not for long. went to kL, shah alam and pJ. tak dapat banyaaaaaaak collection la. da besar pe. tapi di atas keikhlasan makcik2 aku, dapatla jgk hehehehe 1st day of eid, penat jalan. 2nd day plak nyai sort of bwat openhouse, and so, at ard 7.30am i da start tolong dia masak. masak ayam masak limau, ayam kicap and babat. yes, babat. tapi aku tak makan la. tak doyan haha mercun is a must. dad bought it but the kids were the ones who played it. me&bro juz sit, watch and relax haha nak main, tapi "tok imam" and "bilal" takde. lolx.
going back to school soon. very very soon. gonna miss mum alot. shes going to haj insyaAllah. hope everything will be okay. and she'll be fine amin. John *yeah rrrryte* going off to egypt shortly after i leave for msia. its gonna be a long year before i get to see him again. i'm preparing myself. gonna be busy with all those assignments, presentations and studies. and yes, thesis. its going to be "get all your gears for a busier semester" kinda thing. and lets pray reaaaaal hard that we WONT be having our Dekan to teach SLP. amin.
the wall is re-creating itself back. its no one fault. people changed. you and i changed. the environment changed. we just have to adapt ourself to it. *note to myself: everything will change. its a fact. live with it.*
people make mistakes. sometimes, they even repeat it. its okay to forgive and forget. its hard. but i know its possible if i try hard enough. and guess what?? i'm succeeding hehe hamdalah aku da bleh get over with it. bila pikir balek, bodoh nye la aku utk mengalirkan airmata semata2 kerana dia.. tapi tak per la. lau aku tak lalui tu sume, aku takkan rase niqmat di sebaliknya =)
got a bad dream juz now. i got F9 for SUM WANA'UZUBILLAH.
going back without seeing him was like breathing without air.
something was amiss. something was incomplete.
he's aware of that. and, me too.
luckily, he apologize for not being there. for not spending tyme there.
and for that, i luv him even more =)
*semuga semester baru ni akan lebih baik dari yang sebelumnya. amin. insyaAllah.
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